So it’s been a few days. I have not written. I have not had much to write about. I am currently engrossed in watching Game of Thrones. I am now halfway through Season 3 and have learned of the King’s (Rob’s) “grandchild”. Isn’t it funny, that I worked so hard to find the right pregnancy test to test my urine to find out if I was pregnant..and all they had to do was miss a period. So much simpler then. No?
I am so unhappy! I tried to tell “him” about it this evening and it fell on deaf ears. “I think it’s all in your head” is what I heard but what I felt was a void. A misunderstanding void. I go to work. I come home. I take care of laundry, dishes, putting away laundry, homework, helping with dinner, baths, cleanup from dinner, pajamas, and bedtime. This is for my own son and his three children when necessary. Whatever is left of my time I spend studying for my classes or working. I am SO unhappy! I tried to talk to “him” about it and I got nothing. My mistake. My misunderstanding. My melodramatic ways.
I am exhausted. I have had a half of a bottle of Sangria and a glass of Vodka and cranberry while watching Game of Thrones. Which I love.
I want romance. I want spontaneity and I am getting it with the cruise I am being taken on next weekend.
He does try. Bless him.